when i was small, everytime people asked me "when you grow up, what do you want to become?" and i would claim in excitement "i wanna be a singer!" and abah (dad) would go sour-faced hearing what i said. he always used to say, "singer? why u wanna become a singer? why don't you become someone useful like doctor or engineer?" and i would go sour-faced. hahaha!! so childish.
when i took up medicine, i still had that dream of becoming a singer. i was thinking maybe i would be a singing doctor, perhaps? i remember telling my late mama, as soon as i finished studying medicine, before i start working as a doctor, i wanted to enter Malaysian Idol or Akademi Fantasia first. well.... till today i never did what i planned to do. why? first of all, mama passed away and she wwas the only one who would give me support if I ever wanted to do this. i don't think i can ever do such thing without her support. secondly, i don't think i have the "package". hahaha!!! thirdly? mmm... i think it's too late. for god's sake, i'm turning 30 this year! (oh my..)
ok, before i start saying craps, i just want to end this blog with a video of myself singing. this is the best one i could come up with. hahaha!!!
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