Sunday 23 October 2011

Sunday

Today my day started quite early. At 4:58am (so precise!) I woke up so abruptly because I had a bad dream. The dream is about my bf n this is not the first time I dream of something like this (I'm not gonna say what dream I had but it was a bad dream n i didn't like it). So after i managed to get hold of myself, i immediately called him at 5am n shouted at him. I was so damn angry n blamed him for having that dream. I said to him that this must be a sign from god since this is not the only time I dream like this. Then he became angry for disturbing his sleep with my dream thingy n I also was so angry coz I felt the dream was so real n i think he actually did hurt my feelings. So I finally hung up n after several attempts to coax myself I went back to sleep n woke up at 6.30am to get ready to work. Unluckily my lovely PB corset was still not dry so I thought it's ok la, I'll wear it when I come back from work.

Today at work was ok. Ward not so busy n with 4 HO during the day, we managed the ward so nicely. N to make it more awesome dr laili was the mo oncall. Dr laili (I call her Kak laili) is a very nice FMS n I've known her since Paeds. Although she's an FMS she is very humble n I can actually talk to her like a sister n I'm so glad I'm still working with her in o&g. Everytime I hear she's the mo in charge or on call at the ward I'm working at, I become more semangat to work :)

Anyway today I go back from work late as usual because I was covering the ward with Aaron while waiting for our 2 other colleagues who has to stay until 8pm grab their lunch. So I spent the time taking pictures from the big book in the ward coz I want to fill my logbook :p

Today my bf called me several times n I treated him with silence. When I got back from work, we talked again on the phone n eventually it made me think I shouldn't have scolded him or mistreated him for some silly dreams I had. After all, they're all just dreams. Maybe later i'll apologize to him but for time being I still don't want to talk to him (Saja gatal nak merajuk).

Actually I Just woke up from sleep 1 hour ago. I saw SMS from Tariq at 4.20pm asking me to go out eat. But I thought I wanted to go back to kl tonight so makan at home jela (nak jimat duit). tp smpi skrg I'm still in the hostel all of sudden feel so lazy to get myself out of bed. maybe I'll just stay here for tonight n order food delivery- again. N finally my PB corset has dried. But it's night already- should I be wearing it to sleep? Naah... I think not. I'll wear it to work tomorrow la. Can't wait! Gorgeous body, wait for me! (sambil tgk gambar Nicole pussy cat doll--- drooling n dreaming).
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Saturday 22 October 2011

Tiring Day

Its been long since the last time i wrote in my notes about all the dirty jokes Lol

Anyway here I am again, writing. Today has been very tiring coz post night shift, and the whole of today i only managed to sleep 2 hours coz have been so busy with some errands. Today I went to see Dewi for biz sharing and although I was so damn eager to start with the business right away, some problems occured. Now I have resolved to other options n I really pray that after all the sacrifice that I'm going to make, I'll be successful in this business like my friends. 

Throughout last night n today I have gotten used to the PB corset. Initially it felt awkward but after few hours I felt so comfortable that I even felt reluctant to take it off Lol but I just got it washed now so hopefully it will get dry by tomorrow so that I can wear it again in the morning. I can't wait for few weeks to pass by coz I want to see the effect of PB on my body weight n shape. Even after 1st putting it on I noticed big difference in my body shape.

Just now I ordered papa John pizza delivery. I only managed to eat 2 slices of pizza n few slices of cheese sticks (which is quite weird considering i usually eat more than that) n now I feel so full already. Burrp!! Alhamdulillah... It's ok I can keep the remaining food for breakfast tomorrow (if I manage to eat my breakfast la. Usually I don't have time for breakfast).

Tomorrow is Sunday n I'm working :( but luckily only till 2 pm. Maybe tomorrow I'll do something fun for leisure coz starting from Monday I'll have a busy schedule ahead. Ok la, got to go get ready to sleep. My eyes are about to close already. Good night!!

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