Terima Kasih HTAR!

Dah lama tak buka blogspot ni. Yelah, past few months have been busy concentrating on finishing housemanship, and alhamdulillah on the 1st of January 2013, finally i become a Medical Officer! selama 2 tahun lebih kerja kat HTAR ni, banyak betul pengalaman pahit manis.

Paling pahit habiaq, yes of course kat medical la. Cuma Allah dan orang2 terdekat jela yg tahu betapa seksanya hidup aku masa tu. Masih bodoh2, banyak benda tak tahu, perubahan budaya dan style, difference in management between Malaysia and Indonesia (where I studied) dan banyak lagi la.... semua tu rupanya perlu waktu yg agak lama utk aku adapt. But alhamdulillah, I DID NOT DIE.. hehe.. yet i survived and i became more mature.

posting paling best during HOship lak, i give the place to ORTHOPAEDIC! I loved all the MO's, all the specialists, the pleasant environment, the nice staffs. dan yg paling best, dapat jalan2 ke hospital sabak bernam dan tanjung karang. hehehe.. (sebenarnya seronok jalan2)

tapi honestly posting yg paling bagi aku satisfaction kerja is ED. Walaupun dari dulu aku sebenarnya lebih suka Anaesth sebab nampak lebih organized dan "cool", tapi tu la... takdir menentukan. bak kata one of my specialists in ED, kadang2 bukan kita pilih path tu, but the path chooses us. In some way, i think it's true. Walaupun awal2 start ED haritu aku agak sceptical, but after some time i started enjoying it, and honestly i gained satisfaction working in ED. During the work itself, i feel so exhausted, but at the end of the day i feel complete when i finish my work. And every day is a learning process for me and amazingly i remember every bit of it. If I feel this way about working in ED, should I be taking ED as my specialty?? Kadang2 teringat Tariq pernah cakap, dia rasa ED sesuai for me walaupun masa tu aku memang tak nak masuk ED. Hohohoho!!!!

But overall, HTAR is the place to remember. Although I definitely don't want to come back to HTAR as a working place, I am still thankful I put HTAR as my third choice masa awal2 minta placement dulu. I can hate this place for all its flaws, but this is the place that makes me what I am today :)

Thank you HTAR!