apa je yang aku nak update pasal these past few months yek??? ok lah let's start from where i last updated my blog:
1 may 2012- it was a labour day, yeah really labour coz i had to work really like a labour on that day (patutnya aku tak payah datang keje ye...) that was my first day in surgical posting. pagi2 datang kul 7am, ada la pulak patient collapse. i didn't know the patient, but he had some head injury who has been admitted in the ward for quite some time, and finally few days before I came to the department, he has been discharged surgically tapi tak balik2 for a reason i'm not sure of. but on that particular day, Allah has decided that he should collapsed and after 40 minutes of CPR, he passed away. Not a good start in surgical. hmmmm... specialist in charge of the ward was Mr Annal. one thing i like about him is he talks like a father. walaupun kadang2 dia membebel, but dia sangat mengajar dan respect houseman. not the type yang nak marah2 kite depan patient or patient's relatives. kalau dia nak marah, dia akan make sure all patients' relatives keluar dari ward baru la dia marah (marah2 sayang gitu Lol)
2 may - 5 may 2012: ok, i tagged for 5 days only since i'm already a senior poster (oh! unbelievable). like i said, the incident on the 1 may was not a good start. it was indeed not a good start. in less than 2 weeks, we lost 3 patients. hmmm... dunno what went wrong. but we had one patient who amazingly still survived (back then) although 3x CPR was done. he has been transferred to ICU and till today dah tak dengar cerita lagi apa jadi kat dia (faham2 jela)
7 may - awal june: life became a bit lighter. kejonahan berkurangan. busy2 sikit tu adat la. CPR2 once or twice in a week tu biasa la. kan keje kat trauma ward, but alhamdulillah there was nothing i couldn't handle (cewahhh!!)
4 june till date: now i'm working in the female ward which includes trauma cases and non-trauma cases. life here is okay la. but everyday semua orang dilanda kegelisahan fikir siapa la MO yang akan datang buat round. hehehe... tapi setiap kali Dr Elly yang datang, semua orang akan mula kelihatan ceria kembali. i like mr jaya buat round. fast, comprehensive dan berisi. dan dia bukan la jenis specialist yang nak marah tak bertempat or menjerit2 tak tentu pasal. walaupun dia cepat, tapi dia sangat mengajar. kalau semua posting ada specialist yang round camni kan best.
in terms of my professional life, so far i'm learning to like what i do. well i have to. all my life this is what i have been doing. i studied to become a doctor, so once i became a doctor then that's it. of course i have the options to quit but it would come to a waste after all the sacrifices i've made for this. bila fikir2 balik, aku bersyukur tak undur diri dari profession ni masa first posting dulu. masa tu i almost nak apply tukar hospital but my mentor at the time Dr Hamiza cakap camni je "Awak ingat kalau tukar hospital dapat selesaikan masalah? awak nak adjust dgn tempat baru lagi, dgn system baru lagi, nak kena cari kawan baru lagi" betul juga cakap dia. nak adjust dgn semua2 benda tu pun dah amik masa berbulan2, belum lagi nak belajarnya. so i stayed. and alhamdulillah i got through it. kadang2 aku pelik dengan houseman (especially yang baru2 ni) ada je complaint yang diorang buat. well just think like this, masa kite jadi medical student lagi we are already aware of the kind of life we'll be living as a doctor. so be prepared for it. hidup ni macam balang kaca. kalau balang kaca tu kita isi dengan batu2 kecik baru nak isi batu2 besar, confirm la tak boleh muat batu2 besar tu. but kalau kita masukkan dulu batu2 besar, then baru masukkan batu2 kecik, sah2 la batu2 besar tu muat masuk dalam balang kaca tu kan?
sama la hidup ni. kena isi dengan benda2 yang penting dulu baru la isi dengan benda kurang penting. yang penting tu macam semayang, puasa, kerja, family and friends. so dalam tak sedar, sebenarnya masa kite isi hidup kite dengan benda2 penting ni, secara tak langsung ada juga benda kurang penting yang kite masukkan juga. contoh je, kite nak spend time dgn family tgk wayang. tgk wayang tu tak la penting but kite kan spend time dgn family masa tu, so secara tak langsung kite dapat la tgk wayang sekali. betul tak?
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sabtu baru2 ni kawan aku kawin. geng sekolah menengah zaman dulu la. akhirnya ada juga geng kitorang yg kawin. bak kata mama Maria, kena ada salah sorang dari kitorang ni yang kawin to break the jinx! hahahah hopefully one by one everyone of us kawin la. Lol
This is my best friend since childhood- Maria
If we were married based on how long we have been friends, we would have 5- 6 children already and might be grandparents as well
Lol
bersama pengantin- faeza. belakang faeza tu maria, tgh2 tu livi and yg paling hujung tu aku la- comel kan? muahahahaha!! yg lelaki tu husband faeza. kenduri diadakan di restoran sri melayu, kl. memang klasik la cara sambutannya. good food, good companion :) we all have known each other since small- dr sekolah rendah la. tak sangka semua dah dewasa skrg. ohh, aku dah besar rupanya! huhuhu....
hari ni kt keje nasib tak baik. pagi2 kat hospital tersiram air kat seluar. habis lencun seluar aku. nasib baik masuk OT pakai baju khas. itu pun habis OT seluar tak kering2 lagi.walaupun terdapat beberapa kejadian yg menyakitkan hati berlaku kt tempat keje harini, tapi takpe... sabar nisa.... sabar tu separuh daripada imaaannnn.... huuufff!!!
ntah la, dalam bulan ni mood aku agak ok skit. mmg ada la kejadian yg eden tak berapa nak gemar, tapi itu bukan lah penghalang eden nak berceria. ecewah!
baru2 ni ada lak personal touch dengan my great leader Dewi tentang pakej bisnes yang terbaru untuk PREMIUM BEAUTIFUL. not only first salary of RM4000 still on, but skrg ni tgh pakej London and Paris. FREE VIP TRIP tu! dah dua trip sebelum ni aku terlepas sbb dok sibuk kat hospital. kalau boleh kali ni nak la ikoottt jugaakkk!!! huhuhu.... takpe, usaha tangga kejayaan. yang penting USAHA, USAHA, USAHA!! OKE??
oklah adioss mamasitta!! good night. nantikan coretan ku yang akan datang!!
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