back to square one

i've been keeping quiet... i know.. a lot of things have happened within this past one month which i cannot talk about on this blog- because it can hurt me again and again if i keep remembering it. for now i just want to put all those things behind me. but what i know is that, this time there is no turning back. i just need to re-start my life all over again. although my heart still feels so painful remembering what has happened, life must go on-- this time i'll go through it all alone. no more him. i just hope one day Allah will show him the true way, and may he repent for what he did.